Looking for an Epiphany in 2007

Epiphany: Definition: Sudden realization: a sudden intuitive leap of understanding, especially through an ordinary but striking occurrence.
It came to him in an epiphany what his life’s work was to be. Appearance of God: the supposed manifestation of a divine being.

Don’t ask me where I came up with that word, Epiphany, I was trying to think of a word to describe what I am looking for in the New Year and it came to mind. I had to look it up in the dictionary to see if it fit with what I wanted to say today and I think that it does perfectly.

I had thought that today I would feel much differently than I do, I thought that today I would feel like today is a brand new day, because it’s a brand New Year but I must be carrying a lot of baggage from last year into the New Year. Look at all these emotions: Acceptance • Affection • Ambivalence • Anger • Angst • Anticipation • Anxiety • Apathy • Bitterness • Boredom • Calmness • Compersion • Contempt • Confusion • Depression • Disappointment • Disgust • Doubt • Ecstasy • Embarrassment • Emptiness • Enmity • Ennui • Enthusiasm • Envy • Epiphany • Fanaticism • Fear • Frustration • Gratification • Gratitude • Grief • Guilt • Happiness • Hate • Homesickness • Hope • Horror • Humiliation • Jealousy • Limerence • Loneliness • Love • Lust • Melancholia • Panic • Pity • Pride • Rage • Regret • Rejection • Remorse • Repentance • Righteous indignation • Self-pity • Serenity • Shame • Shyness • Suffering • Surprise, I wonder how many of them I will feel today and throughout this year as I attempt to continue this Blog.

I want to learn how to express myself in writing, to learn new words, to read, spell, comprehend and maybe find out that I can do anything that I make up my mind to accomplish. I could write about each of these emotions, that alone would get me through 61 days, leaving only 304 days to come up with something to say, but there I go again worrying about what I going to write about. Always worry instead of letting life take it’s natural path and live. Me with an Epiphany for Life.

Thanks for Listening,

Jeff

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