I often think about just posting something like “I’ll write something Later” and leave the page blank. With the idea of I’ll think of something to write about later. But I also know that, more than likely, writing anything later won’t be any easier. So I’ve decided to write about these kinds of thoughts of procrastination and the excuses of my mind to avoid writing. The feeling of concealing or restricting what is really going on in my mind at the moment is a very present truth. Why even reveal this fact is taking place in my mind today?
Because this is how I get my writing practice or writing therapy each day. The thought of Better to leave the page blank today, then write this kind of stuff for everyone to read, comes to mind. But I think This is just more of my introverted ways of this personality test results, showing themselves. After me expressing these kinds of thoughts into words I’m thinking Maybe I just should’ve left the page blank? and tried to write something latter on in the day. Now I’ve really got my emotions stirring and feel like I’ve revealed too much today.
Getting over with these kinds of, what I feel are ridiculous feelings, about sharing what is on my mind when I write: Is what I’m trying to deal with at the moment. But they are also the things that make me unique and who I am!
Thanks for Listening,